I alwayz tell myself i will be more particular now and blog sincerely and then i get caught in the whirlpool that is life and forget about it! AHHHH
ok ! since my last blog lots of fun things have happened like ,.....some great parties, new dresses, new discoveries ( like back stabbing colleagues in the disguise of friends!) ,a new house etc etc etc.
plus i could help 3 kids who had dyslexia ( of class6) and that felt really good and useful.
right now i am in a know-your-emotion phase where i am trying to figure out my triggers.
what makes me happy, really happy , like "forget-the-world-happy"....still dont know that, what irritates me is this lack of knowing.....coz all "self-help-gurus" say that you must do that thing that makes you really happy ......but i do not know what makes me really happy .
at different points of time, different things made me happy!
Teaching students in a class
teaching my own kids
lecturing
holding a workshop on Learning disability
tending to my potted plants
enjoying a cup of coffee in a cafe all by myself
monotony bores me
routine saps me
backstabbers/gossipers drain me
so what do i do ?
sit in a cave, where do i go ?
which job is for me ? creative, motivated but hates monotony:)
doesn't seem like a good employee profile though huh????
learning to flow------says my spiritual friend and guide, Anju.........that's what i have to do.....go with teh flow.......whatever that means
